Hello, those listening.

Sorry I haven’t been posting, there’s a massive problem over at my home at the moment, so my mind has been divided into a million different things.

I will not explain the situation in full until it is resolved. However, authorities are involved, and the county/state I live in has to be the worst at protecting the people involved and their rights.

That being said, my family’s safety and liberty are at stake due to corruption and ambition.

Again, so sorry for not posting for a bit, but hopefully this issue will be resolved.

-Tabi ❤

Liebster Award pt. 2

Hey guys, I have been nominated by wideandawake for the Liebster Award! Given I’ve already done this award, I will dedicate this post to answering her questions.

What or who inspired you for blogging?

Um, I would have to say that my creative writing club inspired me to start blogging. I noticed the club blog, and I thought, “What a wonderful idea!”

Your favorite music genre?

Anything from Pop/Rock to borderline screamo, I guess. I would say The Fray to Bring Me the Horizon, and practically anything in between. Have suggestions for bands? I would love to hear them, I love new music.

What character do you despise the most of people?

Compulsive liars. I don’t like the fact that they have to lie to make themselves fit in. Be yourself, not a lie you make up.

Favorite leisure activities?, reading, watching youtube videos, gaming, GUITAR,  not much really

One dream you know is impossible?

Flying unicorns over the rainbow to find at the other side Carl from Llamas with hats is about to murder me. This might have been a nightmare.

Your dream destination?

England, or Great Britain in general. There’s such a vast and rich culture.

Worst or weirdest habits?

Typing really fast and then deleting half of it to fix a mistake. I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one that does this though.

Books you love the most?

Mainly The Fault In Our Stars, with a side order of Divergent and the Book Thief.

Favorite quote?

“You don’t get to choose if you get hurt in this world, old man, but you do have some say in who hurts you.”

-John Green

Best experience?

Well, I can’t think of any, but I can say my life is a lot happier recently. I may come back to this question.

Funniest childhood memory?

When I was about 14, I asked my mom if I could drive home. At the time, I lived in a very rural town with little traffic. So she said okay. I ran over three stop signs, hit a cop, and my mom got a suspended license. Whoops.

Sunshine Bloggers Award

Hey! I’ve been nominated by the absolutely wonderful Bernie for the Sunshine Bloggers Award! (Totally go check out her blog, it has magical qualities and amazing surprises!)

The Rules are simple:

-State 14 facts about yourself

-Tag 14 people for this award


Well, I’m not sure I can do both of these, but I can sure try.

Here’s the facts:

1.When I’m typing, I tend to randomly capitalize some words. I usually catch it before I post though. (I feel like Margo from Paper Town when I do that, even though I did that before I read Paper Towns)

2. I have no social media accounts. Well, unless you count this one.

3. I’ve just gotten into a lot of things. Things like AmazingPhil (Which I find I like better than danisnotonfire), Troye Sivan, Muse, GBA emulators, and Tetris. Okay, I admit I’ve loved Tetris as far back as I can remember, but I just found a GBA version for it (Which I prefer over the apps)

4. I haven’t been to a concert since I was little. When I was little, I would go with my parents to mainly country concerts. Since I have blossomed in my music taste, I have yet to go to a concert. I think I was, like, six the last time I went to a concert.

5. I like to draw occasionally. It’s mostly anime, and sometimes more people oriented. I remember that I once drew a really good picture of 5SOS but I couldn’t figure out how to do their faces. So instead, I placed quotes from twitter inside of their heads. I can’t remember where I put it, or I would show you guys the picture. But when I find it, you can see it if you want.

6. I want to write songs. I really do, but the words go wrong and I end up ditching my words. I’ve only really written one song, and it gets weirder every time I sing it. So, if anyone wants to try to collab on writing one, that would be amazing.

7. The only pet I have is a cherry headed conure named Norton. Since I am home a lot, he has taken quite a liking to me. A bird’s instinct is to find the highest perch and sit, but at 5′ 0″, he usually stays at my shoulders. When I try to give him to my 5’9″ brother, Norton refuses. Also, I am the only one that can pet him. He bites everyone else.

8. I was born extremely close to Cincinnati. Like, right over the river. Oh and my mom got a cake and baby for her 21st birthday! Yay! Nice to know I ruined her party plans with my birth.

9. For some reason, I’m fascinated in the UK. I’m not the kind of person that wears everything with a UK flag on it and pretends to talk in the accent(s) for all eternity, but yeah. It’s a very rich culture that I would love to know more about. (I’ll make it a vacation when I get older, most probably.)

10. I can be an extrovert and an introvert. There’s times where there’s nothing stopping me, where I have the world at the palm of my hands and I can tackle anything in my path. And then, we have my introvert side. This side of me (which has been dominant in the last few months) just wants to hide away from people and bury myself in the existence of the internet.

11. Wow, I’ve written a lot. Well, that brings me to this: I’m okay at writing. Most of my works are just blobs on a page if I am to be honest, but sometimes the best things come out of the little tidbits you write while you’re not even paying attention.

12. I SUCK at giving advice. My sister can walk up to me with two dresses and ask “Which one?” and I will literally freeze. My mind goes bezerk, wondering if I’m going to pick the right dress. My mind automatically assumes that the person asking the advice knows the answer, and I have to match it. So I say, “Well, here are options” or “I’m not the right person you should be asking this to.”

13. I’ve been told I have a great sense of humor. Whenever someone in my family says something funny, I tend to add on to it. My mind doesn’t even process what I say until my mouth has already formulated the words. Which can lead me to a lot of trouble in the future. (You don’t want to get fired in the future do you, Tabitha?)

14. I have the weirdest middle name. I contains a y and a z and means rose. Rayzel. And I feel so uncomfortable telling people this because it is such an abnormal thing. This name has Greek and Yiddish origins. The English version of this name is Rachael.

That was easier than expected. Now time for the nominations! (I’ll do as many as I can)










(Sorry I cut it short before, I was up way past my bedtime and my parents were talking downstairs XD)



Hey, guys!

I need suggestions for just about anything.

So if you have a blogger, youtuber, artists, cool website, tv show, or practically anything else, I am up for listening!

I’m seriously like Number 5 from Short Circuit:


(love that movie)

Unrelated note: I’m ordering a lootcrate! It’s Level Up Wearable, and this month’s theme is Walking Dead and Deadpool. They hinted that the item would come from Her Universe, and to bring a katana. I looked at their merchandise, and unfortunately I couldn’t find anything on the theme for this month. But, I found something that could potentially  hold a katana.



It’s a long shot I’ll get it, because the price of it is quadruple what I paid, but I guess anything is possible! Fingers crossed and hoping though because this thing looks awesome!! (and yes, that is Chris Hardwick, he designed the jacket… Wait a second… TALKING DEAD!)

So leave a comment with your favorite anything and I will check it out!

(btw, Starrlet I looked into the 1975 and Troye Sivan, amazing artists. Thank you for the suggestions. I liked Youth by Troye the best out of the ones I heard and Chocolate from the ones I heard of The 1975.)

Peace and love and never stepping on Lego pieces,

Tabi ❤

Weird thought

I have two sides to me, overly obsessive and mildly interested. I am never not interested in something.

Recent Obsession: Dan and Phil

(wear headphones, it’s cool)

Cliche, I know. Welp looks like I’m a bit late to the party as usual.

What are you guys obsessed with right now?

Am I alone?


Um, this was supposed to be a bit happier, but I got to be honest. There’s just too much bad influence.

I know, I know, you don’t wanna hear it. But nonetheless, you can’t change the truth. So here I am, trying to write that out.

In case you didn’t know, there’s always been something different about me, something in my genetics that will make me a guinea pig if anyone knew.

But I’m going to tell you.

I’ve killed myself over twenty times, but I am still alive. How? I can heal. Really fast.

I figured this out when I was twelve, when I fell off of a Coast Redwood tree. I was almost at the top of this tree while I was playing in my backyard. I reached up to reach a branch that was weak, and it broke. Falling, I seen the life I had before my eyes, you know, the usual things people do right before the kick the bucket. SPLAT! Except, I just turned my head back around and watched as my body fastened itself back together. It was frightening, to state the obvious. Right then, the thoughts of being some lab rat scared me into keeping my mouth shut. But, I decided to test out just what would kill me. I wanted to know whether or not I was invincible.

So, later on, I stole a knife from the kitchen. My mother didn’t notice, mostly because she’s obsessed with her “stud muffin” of a chihuahua. My idiot brother, by law (I’m adopted), decided to poke around, but I shut him up with five dollars. I walked into my room, and cut my arm. Surprisingly, it cut, but absorbed the blood within 30 seconds. I’m invincible, I thought.

What could I do with this?

I tried several other things over the years. Gunshot wounds, burns, throat cuts, practically everything everything you can think of. But I’m not dead.

I can’t die, as far as I know. I have no scars, and usually I have to push a bone back into place or dislodge a weapon out of me. I’ve only been to the forensic office once, when they cut me open and tried to perform an autopsy. They dislodged that stick out of my brain and then left, which was beneficial to me, because I could sneak out. I bet she was pretty freaked.

What I need to know: Is there anyone else like me?

Or am I alone in this, cursed to survival? If there is anyone else, you don’t have to heal, you could teleport, or have x-ray vision. I just need to know if I have to keep this secret forever.

(sorry, just started watching Heroes [not reborn]. I absolutely love this show XD )

Describe Me Challenge

So, I’m going to start a challenge.

Hopefully this can get around.


The rules for this are:

-Thank the blogger that nominated you

-Choose one song that describes your music tastes

-Choose one outfit that describes your fashion tastes

-Choose one meal (includes drink) that describes your taste for food

-Choose one book that describes you/ changed your life

-Choose one quote that describes what you want for your life

-Nominate 5 people



I’m going to choose a mashup song, because it’s less than 10 minutes and shows my music taste aptly.

(This may be cheating, but oh well)



This is me, most probably. I know, it seems kinda boring, but yeah. Band tee, jeans, (I would wear one or two bracelets though, I can’t wear all of them at the same time.


My favorite meal is fried chicken. Must be my KY roots. With tea.


The Fault In Our Stars by John Green



“You know life is worth the struggle when you look back on what you lost and realize what you have now is way better.”


Now for nominations!!









The Create a Song Game

Well, I’ve decided to start a game. I don’t know how well this is going to work, but this is actually really fun.

Okay, the rules are:

-I start with a phrase

-The first person to comment comes up with a phrase that has the same syllable and that rhymes

-4 to 8 lines make a stanza, so if you fall in the 4th or 8th spot, you can choose to start with an entirely new phrase, but you have to keep the same amount of syllables.

That’s sounds simple, right? Well, here’s the first line:


Two wrongs don’t make a right


Let the game commence!

-Tabi ❤

The Miranda Sings Award

miranda sings award blog

Hiya, guys! I’ve been nominated by the fantastic and talented Georgie for the Miranda Sings Award! (Okay, well, she didn’t tag me, but she said, and I quote, “I OFFICIALLY NOMINATE YOU IF YOU HAVENT DONE IT ALREADY =)”)

The rules are:

-Announce the win and link the blogger who nominated you

-Add the featured image

-List seven things you love about yourself

-Don’t use negative connotation (i.e. people say I’m smart, or I’m relatively pretty)


  1. I can read exceptionally well. Ever since elementary school, I’ve been placed in advanced reading. (Funny story: when I was in kindergarten, I was placed in a first grade reading class. In the class, we practiced and performed a play for my kindergarten class. I was a dog, lol)
  2. I can sing. I never really knew it until sixth grade, but yeah. When I first performed, people were saying, “You should be in chorus!” And I took chorus for a year, but I ended up almost destroying my voice to keep up. So, I stopped.
  3. I can be funny when I want to be. Seriously, it’s like sometimes there’s no filter between my ear and mouth. And that can lead to bad things, but for the most part I can make my whole family laugh.
  4. I’ve recently taken up trying to get into shape. I’m very proud of the fact, because I’ve really let myself go the past couple of months. I’m going to look better, to feel better soon, but I have to be patient. Which reminds me,
  5. I’m very patient. I had to wait until I was fifteen to get my first phone (which I lost at the beach during the summer ;( . I had to wait for my first computer until my sixteenth birthday, even though my brother destroyed it after a week. (WOW TECHNOLOGY AND I DO NOT AGREE lol) And now I’m waiting for those items to be replaced.
  6. I have not cut or dyed my hair in over a year. One time, I was mad at my mum and just chopped all of my hair off. I looked awful. I haven’t cut it since, which is probably why it looks like part of it is butchered. It’s at my shoulders right now. During middle school, I was the crazy hair girl. I’ve had my hair every color of the rainbow (except for green because I couldn’t find a decent green around). The last color I dyed my hair was black, so I could fade into a more natural color.
  7. I AM NOT DEAD YET! Seriously, I’m glad to be alive, because I’ve thought about death before, but I rose above it. I can say, I was in a deep dark hole, but now I’m roaming free. Of course, I left all influences to what I was behind, and moved a thousand miles away, but I am over it. AND I’M SO GLAD I AM.


I hope you enjoyed my little tidbits of joy.

I nominate anyone who hasn’t already done this. (Which is almost non-existent now, huh?)

Buh-bye now.

-Tabi ❤

Broken Home (pt 2)

Here’s the lyrics to 5SOS’s “Broken Home”-

They would yell, they would scream, they were fighting it out
She would hope, she would pray, she was waiting it out
Holding onto a dream
While she watches these walls fall down
Sharp words like knives, they were cutting her down
Shattered glass like the past, it’s a memory now
Holding onto a dream
While she watches these walls fall down

Hey mum, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I’m here alone inside of this broken home
Who’s right, who’s wrong
Who really cares?
The fault, the blame, the pain’s still there
I’m here alone inside of this broken home, this broken home

Wrote it down on the walls, she was screaming it out
Made it clear, she’s still here, are you listening now?
Just a ghost in the halls
Feeling empty, they’re vacant now
All the battles, all the wars, all the times that you’ve fought
She’s the scar, she’s the bruises, she’s the pain that you brought
There was life, there was love
Like a light and it’s fading out

Hey mum, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I’m here alone inside of this broken home
Who’s right, who’s wrong
Who really cares?
The fault, the blame, the pain’s still there
I’m here alone inside of this broken home, this broken home

You’ve gotta let it go, you’re losing all your hope
Nothing left to hold, locked out in the cold
Your painted memories then washed out all the scenes
I’m stuck in between a nightmare and lost dreams

Hey mum, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I’m here alone inside of this broken home
Hey mum, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I’m here alone inside of this broken home
Who’s right, who’s wrong
Who really cares?
The fault, the blame, the pain’s still there
I’m here alone inside of this broken home
This broken home